...whut?

mmmm

2010-08-26T18:55:00.002+01:00

I've decided to move. My new blog is now located at

http://cathaaaaaaarina.blogspot.com

This has been a fun place, but for the past what, half a year, I couldn't find any motivation whatsoever to continue. As a person who is used to switching blogs (haha fickle), I reckon this is the solution.

Change your links, all you who still come here. You deserve all my love for that omg, see you over at the other side ;) xx

APRICOTS&RAISINS

2010-05-23T16:54:00.008+01:00

The weather these past few days has been too good to be true. Everyone says its not going to last, that they've been using up their Good Weather Quota too quick, shock!horror!shock.

Yesterday it was so gloriously sunny that we unanimously decided to have breakfast out in the backyard. My sister's back is now red where she couldn't reach to slather on sunblock. A sunburn? In gloomy old England? What is the world coming to, srsly.

~~Pls ignore my disheveled appearance.~~ I love those heart-shaped plates we got for Mother's Day or something from Paperchase :)

& OMG I finally met my first live earwig last week in college:
I know, I know, the focus is all over the place, but hey the little guy refused to stay still. Or at least until Justin buzzed it a few times with Jaye's lighter sparker, but that's another story.
So yeah, them things are as ugly as I expected. I really can't imagine one of those in my ear, ew. Also, there were so many aphids flying around and landing all over us everytime we sat at our spot for lunch. Lucky those were cute. They all turned out to be from the big tree we picked to sit beside for handy shade; the undersides of the leaves were crawling with the green critters. Damn, I've got to take a picture tomorrow.
That aside, thankyou Justin for always being the guy to satisfy my Capri-Sun cravings:
&& speaking of food, I want more of those Korean rice crackers from graze. Too bad I've already cancelled my subscription. Which shops can I buy crackers like that from? :(So good, omg truluv. Also, I need significantly more Pocky and dried apricots in my life.
Yes in case you haven't noticed by now, I am hungry, dammit. If you're not going to hand me food, then gimme a break.

sad it just ain't happenin', wish it could be better

2010-05-21T19:34:00.005+01:00

Today felt like a whole week, but the entire week itself didn't feel like a long time at all. Weird world is weird.

Anyway, I finished the second part of my Comms mock today and it was well, a big piece of turd-shaped failure. The first part wasn't fantastically done either, but hell, in comparison it must've been top notch. In better news, Thursday was lovely because Doy boy came down to college and we went to town for KFC like old times and then hung out in the park with a giant bottle of Lucozade, dominating the swings and rolling around on grass like idiots. Good times, boys ;)

Also, Big Bang's collab song with Kim Yuna for the World Cup is taking over my brain. The dance is stupidly addictive, here let's get it stuck in your head as well:

(oh taehanminguk, seungri e hamseong, oh taehanminguk, oohwooohwo~)

Their Shouting Korea story clips are hilarious as well, bless them.

So since I'm on about Big Bang, might as well include their latest Japanese release, which is heartbreakingly beautiful, i love it so much. The whole thing is so vintage and feels all Johnny Depp ala Public Enemies, which, omg truluv. The boys all look amazing in their suits (Seunghyun's silver fox is gorgeous) and shit, they should just do ballad tracks more. Been listening to it ever since it came out and I've almost memorised all the lyrics now, yay me. I can go on and on about this, but imma shut up now:

/edit:

It's Pac-Man's 30th anniversary, omg the classic arcade game. Go relive childhood memories of eating yellow dots to techno music by playing on Google's magic banner before they take it down tomorrow!

O

2010-05-16T15:24:00.003+01:00

Existing situation:
You are outgoing, but unpredictable and unstable. You like things to go your way, otherwise you become agitated, indecisive and fake in your activities.

Stress sources:
Your current situation or relationship is not up to par, but it cannot improve without help. You hide your vulnerability by holding back affection or being overly expressive. The relationship may be depressing, but the fear of losing too much keeps you around. You want to be independent and free, but fear the future will just be as disappointing. The situation leaves you sensitive and impatient, seeking a quick escape. Your restlessness may destroy the ability to concentrate.

Restrained characteristics:
You try to participate and involve yourself in things going on around; however, avoid conflict and and arguments to reduce stress and tension. You can be emotionally withdrawn, and feel forced to make compromises which makes emotional attachments difficult. Current situations force you into compromising and placing your own hopes and desires on hold for the time being. You are also conceited and easily insulted. You hold back emotionally, but are able to find satisfaction through sexual activity.

Desired objective:
You have a strong desire to contribute and influence others, but it can make you restless. You are driven by your desires and hopes. You enjoy a wide range of activities, but may spread yourself too thin by taking on too much.

Your actual problem:
Feeling anxious and restless frustration toward current situations or unfulfilled emotional requirements are causing stress. You feel misunderstood, used and anxious. You strive to search for new relationships and environments, in the hope that they may offer happiness and peace of mind. You are also feeling held back and restricted from moving forward, and are looking for a solution that will give you more freedom and less obstacles.

THIS. Just, everything about these results. I stand amazed; its like they saw into my brain and picked out my thoughts and feelings right now. It's actually kind of scary, how much of this is true.

(Take the Color Quiz as well by clicking here.)

domesododosomedo

2010-05-13T22:27:00.003+01:00

I'm knackered.

Between desperately finishing all my college work, doing a2 exams revision, keeping up with fandom, and generally trying not to collapse, break down or die, I still have to restrain myself from not spending any unnecessary money. I've to keep repeating to myself "save up for Asia, save up for Asia", "nobody's funding you for Taiwan, biiiiitch!" etc whenever I see things I want to buy. I'm too smashed to be bothered to personally trek into shops, but online shopping is now the bane of my existence. MUST RESIST! (oh, the effort!)

In other news, I rewatched The Aristocats last night. Oh, the magic that is classic Disney, i love you long time. Someday I will fulfil my dream of owning all my favourite Disney classic films in good quality, ie. blu-ray, DVD. So far I only have Aladdin sitting pretty in the DVD cupboard, I still definitely need Beauty and the Beast, The Little Mermaid, Cinderella, Dumbo, Pocahontas, Hercules, Peter Pan, Mulan.. and Fantasia! The 1940 version, because it's just bloody fantastic, who can ignore Fantasia :D

Yes, Disney i love you. And also Studio Ghibli, they can practically own my soul ♥

pointy max

2010-04-13T17:28:00.004+01:00

Yesterday our neighbour's almost two year-old ran from playing outside in the backyard into our house, proceeded to refer to everything as "ball" while throwing said objects simultaneously, dashed into my bedroom, happily clambered on with her dirty hands and feet, rolled among my fortress of bedsheets, pillows, comforters and soft toys, kicked both my pillows down the length of my bed with her exertions, inadvertently wiped her snot and drool on my fresh bedspread, managed to get little flecks of grass and dirt everywhere, and plopped down on my giant banana plushie from Korea.

All this done while shrieking her head off.

I have never felt more inclined to yell at/hit/maul/maim a baby before. I'm not a person who condones child abuse okay! It's just, she was so annoying. Plus, she was dripping snot and drool and germs everywhere. Also, it would have helped if the baby in question was slightly cute.

I'm seriously starting to think that I can't ever be a mother.

I like...

2010-04-12T15:52:00.003+01:00

I like windy days. I like the smell of spring. I like airmail paper. I like watching my fingers while I type. I like nonsense. I like vintage underwear. I like things that are strawberry flavoured (including strawberries). I like dreaming of flying. I like receiving letters. I like songs that make you want to dance. I like daydreaming. I like newborn flowers. I like friendly cats nudging along my ankles. I like skirts that swish. I like the clink of teacups. I like fluttering eyelashes. I like smudgy eyes. I like old suitcases. I like postcards. I like the sea. I like secrets. I like honey eyes. I like ribbons and lace. I like beautiful chains of words. I like fluffy morning clouds. I like the calm after the storm. I like Paris. I like pronouncing "Paris" the French way (it dances on my tongue). I like velvety skies. I like birdsong. I like the sound of typewriters. I like the smell of magazines. I like the light that filters through leaves. I like dewy grass. I like red nails. I like new books. I like reading past midnight. I like the night air. I like stargazing. I like promises that are kept. I like new leaves. I like double consonants. I like blossom trees. I like men with brogues. I like ankle socks. I like listening to music by myself. I like masks. I like finding feathers. I like buttons. I like writing these. I like people who remember my name. I like you, dearest.

#165

2010-02-16T15:55:00.003Z

I am going back to Asia, fucccckkkkk yessssss!

Carol texted this morning to tell us that the ticket promotion ends today, so we had to run around searching things up at top speed, before finally calling up the agency and booking our flights back to the awesome side of civilisation.

Itinerary
30th June:
Night flight from Heathrow, arriving in Hong Kong on the 1th of July, around dusk.
15th July:
Afternoon flight from Hong Kong, arriving in Taipei after about 3 hours.
22nd July:
Afternoon flight from Taipei, arriving in Hong Kong after about 3 hours.
5th August:
Afternoon flight from Hong Kong, arriving in Singapore after about 3 hours.
11th August:
Afternoon flight from Singpore, arriving in Hong Kong after about 3 hours.
16th August:
Night flight from Hong Kong, arriving in Heathrow on the 17th, at almost daybreak.

There might be a Shanghai jaunt somewhere in between Hong Kong and Taiwan as well, so we can go to Shanghai World Expo 2010!
Time is so tight, its crazy. We leave on the 30th, and my last A2 paper is Sociology, in the afternoon of the 29th. Good God.

But I absolutely cannot wait! Asia, I'm coming back and living it up 8DD

the perfect guy:

2010-02-15T16:37:00.000Z

"當我喜歡一個女人的時候，不管發生任何危險，我都會站在她面前為她擋.
不管多難實現的願望，我都會當她的阿拉丁神燈替她實現.
只要看她笑我就會開心，看她哭我就會難過.
如果她受傷，我會氣我自己沒有把她保護好.
當她不在我身邊的時候，我會擔心她現在是不是安全.
當我失去她的時候，我一定會很難過, 很無助"

♥

ffffffffffff

2010-02-06T16:08:00.002Z

What is this, I dont even.

I checked my bank account just now and discovered I have all of £3.76.

FFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKK!

I hate being skint. Will seriously whore myself out/sing/dance/escort/be tickled for money.

...

2010-01-31T15:07:00.003Z

FML.

Why did I leave Asia? I just missed the chance of a life time.

SHINee went to Singapore.

They held a fanmeet. At Lot1.

OHMYGOD WHY IS MY LIFE LIKE THIS! D:<
I'd feel so much better if say the fanmeet was like, at White Sands in Pasir Ris or something. But noooo, it had to be in Choa Chu Kang. At the mall that I used to frequent almost everyday. Which is within walking distance of my secondary school, and only takes me around 20 minutes to get to via snail-paced LRT. Aiiish.

Granted, the place was packed to the brim naturally, and only 1000 fans were actually allowed to go up to the boys which basically means I'd have no chance anyway, but still.

Ewww, chaos. But then again, it is SHINee.
According to fan accounts it was crazy, because obviously Lot1 isn't the biggest mall ever y'know, and so many fans were crammed in, plus there weren't any barriers or anything. At some point the crowds even damaged a big glass door; pushed it out of its roller tracks or something. What was security doing? ~~They obviously have no clue about the extent of SHINee's popularity.~~

Those who couldn't get into the main event had to squish into the MRT station where the event was shown live on LCD screens. (Bad idea.)

...Okay, so maybe on retrospect, I wouldn't have gone anyway. It's just the irony and unfairness of it all that gets to me.

Fan account of autograph session:
Taemin was ridiculously adorable and gave everyone a cute eyesmile. He has perfect skin and practically glowed. Jonghyun looks a bit older in rl (/bricked) but was really friendly and chirpy. Key had an otherworldly presence--his skin is milky-white, his hair had nary a strand out of place and his cheekbones are out of this world. He also has really slitty eyes and god it's no wonder people usually have the impression he's mean, because his gaze is totally condescending (I'm not saying he is; just that he LOOKS it). He smiled a lot and I even heard him drawl hi at every fan. Minho had a nice deep voice and he said hello nice to meet you and even looked me in the eye. He really is as pretty as a girl. His eyelashes are so long they look like the fake ones. After signing the album (he has gorgeous hands) he said bye-bye and smiled again so cutely.

Why no Onew mention?
LQ picture is LQ, but Lee Jinki, you're gorgeous.
~~I'll never actually get to ever see you in person, will I? FML.~~

On an off note, what happened to Lot1? I wouldn't have recognised it from that first picture at all. Someone's told me it went under renovation, but hell, it must've been majorly changed.

1st post of 2010!

2010-01-16T18:19:00.002Z

The Best Things In Life:

Waking up and realising you still have a few more hours left to sleep.
Bubblewrap popping.
Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you.
Warm, sunny spots on park benches.
First kisses.
Making new friends and catching up with old ones.
Lie ins.
Singing in the bathroom.
Sweet dreams.
Watching a sunset.
Doodling on hands, arms, and lecture note margins.
Looking back at old photos.
Taking long, hot showers.
Lying on the edge of the beach so half of you is on the sand and the other is in water.
Lazy Saturdays.
Finding out that the person you like likes you back.
Curling up in a warm, squishy corner.
Starbucks fixes.
Discovering the perfect deep purple nail varnish.
Finding notes you exchanged with your friends during class years ago.
Knowing that somebody misses you.

i want you by my side side

2009-12-31T23:55:00.001Z

About five more minutes to go till the new year :)

Tbph, I'm not sorry to see 2009 go. Looking back, I can only say its been a year full of shitty feelings ~~or maybe its because I'm feeling kind of shitty now heh~~. I don't think I accomplished anything worth mentioning, college has mostly been mediocre, family relations have just gone down the drain, too much fuck ups happened in fandom, and basically I feel like I've just accumulated a whole lot of negative feelings/emotions/karma/energy. Urgh. I'm sincerely hoping they don't get carried forward to the next year.

On the other hand, the good things that occured this year...
I got to know who my real mates (both online & rl) are, friends in college have mostly been absolute sweethearts, and I've also never been more actively involved in fandom. Most of which only served to highlight the bad things mentioned above now I think about it, but hell, they were the only good times that I've experienced this year, if anything. Oh, and also, I pwned the rest of my family at mahjong just now during our last game of the year /flicks hair

A simplified list of resolutions:

Embrace new changes that are coming, because there are bound to be some around the corner
Give my best in college; I've only got to endure for a while more before uni & freedom
Stop being so fucking pessimistic
Spend more time with family (or at least make more of an attempt to); we'll be seperated once I go off to uni and they are y'know, family after all
Accept what I cannot change, and also the fact that perfection is only a matter of perception
Errr...lose weight..? LMAO

So people, a new year is upon us. It doesn't guarantee better times or less tribulations or easier shit to go through. It does however, give us time and a fresh start. I know it's a lot coming from a melodramatic, emotional, dysfunctional, bitchy character like me, but keep your chins up darlings; I'll at least be here for you guys.

2010 is upon all of us. C'mon Cat, its time to shine. ♥
HAPPY NEW YEAR, Y'ALL! 8D

shawtygotlow

2009-12-27T23:49:00.003Z

^click to be linked to article

OHMAIGOD I'M WELL CHUFFED.
~~The boys looking amazing & Wooyoungie holding pigrabbit~~ OBSERVE THIS:

Junho with soft curls holding a bulldog looking all happy and prection and squish and small next to Chansung. I cannot adore this boy more ♥_____________♥

/edit:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OK TAECYEON, RESIDENT SEXY BEAST OF 2PM!
(& me of course, since we share the same bday, but everyone already knows that lol)

everydayeverynight

2009-12-26T18:00:00.002Z

Last day to pass till I'm twenty.

So I found these errr support groups online for people who have a phobia of their twentieth birthdays. Guess I can't have been the only one huh. I suppose it doesn't really make sense to most people for me to say that I've been scared of birthdays ever since I turned nineteen last year. They'd likely slap me upside the head, tell me that "life starts at twenty-one", and send me away with an order to enjoy youth.

Whatever, I'm still apprehensive. I don't think I've accomplished anything worthwhile at all during my teenage years. Been through quite a lot of shit, yes, but actually do stuff worth mentioning in a bucket list, nope don't think so. And it really saddens me. What makes it even sadder is that if I had the chance to do it over again, I reckon I might not have enough strength and determination to face it all one more time. Who said that you get stronger as you grow? I think its the opposite for me; I'm on the brink of having existed for two decades now, but I feel weaker than ever. I've never had so many emotional battles with myself before, never had to second-think my decisions so much before, never felt such dissatisfaction with my life before. To be perfectly honest (and only because nobody really reads this blog for real anymore), I've never contemplated suicide more in a single year before either. I've even gone so far as to plan ending everything on my twentieth as well. Yeah I know I'm a melodramatic little shit.

& I'm not trying to sound like a whiny tween fucktard either, but life really is crap atm. College, friends, family, love, the future; I have no idea why things look so bleak. (tapping on Blake ideas) Is it because I'm losing Innocence and gaining Experience instead? Either way I look at things, it feels like I'm fucked. Who's going to tell me what I should do? Maybe they're right and I do need professional help after all.

Urgh shup Cat, I hate sounding so emo because people will only think its fake and that you're trying to attract attention and whatnot. I just read the entire post back and even I think it sounds fake. Only its not. Wtf why am I even attempting to explain things? D:<

メリクリスマス!

2009-12-25T14:40:00.002Z

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! ♥

please treasure my DNA safely

2009-12-23T20:40:00.001Z

I wish I were pretty.
I wish I were less insecure.
I wish I could love myself so that others could love me too.
I wish I were less wishful.

cotton food

2009-12-20T20:42:00.007Z

Time to clear out random pictures in my phone!
Somehow they're all food-related, LOL.

Green tea Kit Kat straight from Japan. BEST THINGS EVAR. ♥ Thx Becks!

Chocolates I received from teachers on Friday, heh

Super gummy bears! The orange one has a tail, and the red one's got a strand of hair! 8DD

My osm banana from Korea! It's big and cute and squish and I love it~

On another note, 宮心計 (Beyond the Realm of Conscience) is living up to all its hype. All the drama and bitching is so addictive. As much as I adore Charmaine Sheh, I can't help but side with Tavia Leung's character this time; 姚金鈴 is amazingly cunning and manipulative, but gosh I love the way she schemes. They say its essentially a Hong Kong remake of 대장금 (Jewel in the Palace), but its no match, they're both spectacular in their ways.
*runs off for more bitching and gorgeous costumes*

and the world stopped in its tracks

2009-12-13T22:15:00.002Z

I'm going to minispam with my favourite 2PM boys to make myself feel better.

Jaebeom needs to come back to Junho's side :(

Now rewatching: 天涯俠醫

2009-12-13T18:31:00.002Z

Yeah, I needed a change. Like it?

I'm tired. It feels like I'm watching my life unravel. Falling apart at the seams.
Who can hold it all together for me?

...It's beating for you

2009-11-11T20:42:00.002Z

哇~~ 天啊，真是超久的时间没在这里blog了，现在大概也没有人再来我这个网站了吧？也罢了，反正我的生活太无聊，要看我做过了什么也实在浪费精神。算啦，我看这个部落格就留着让我偶尔上来打打屁什么的；谁看或不看我也不去管了。

这一阵子没什么，只是一直觉得很累很累，无精打采的。就昨晚吧，为了赶功课，我最后总共才睡了四个半小时耶。拜托，过着这样的日子，早晚不把我给累死才有鬼耶。T^T

嗯、还有什么呢？呵呵，前一阵子Juanita借了几本华文书给我。好开心哦，终于可以看华文了~
已经用尽快的速度把两本读完了。我的天啊，可爱淘这个作者篇故事的能力还真不是盖的呀！她的书真是他妈的好看耶。几年前看过了《那小子真帅》，那本到现在还是我所读过的华文书里面最最最喜欢的一本哦，看完了再看，不管读过多少遍还是会一样的迷上。现在呢，刚把《狼的诱惑》读完，再次爱上了可爱淘姐的作品（以及里面的大帅哥啦~）。怎么说，感觉上好像还是比较喜欢《那小子真帅》，但《狼的诱惑》也不是一般的好看，真的。
就大概两个小时前开始阅读《海不再蓝》：Juanita超喜欢的一本书，她还说读的时候会哭得要死要活的，这我倒想试试。我到时候再把感想post上来吧~

最后，2PM刚出了新的album和mv咯！我等这天等得好苦哦！呜呜~感动~
虽然因为第一次看2PM的mv里少了个Jaebeom而感到失望以及痛心，但妈呀，这些男生还真不是一般的帅气耶！Junho的新发型完全不像某些粉丝说的那样丑呵，我倒觉得挺可爱的~ （摆明偏心，哈哈） JYP不是说过这次出的歌是完全新的concept嘛，果然不赖账，第一次遇过这种歌耶，但也不错，还蛮好听的，尤其是较慢的那几首 ^^

好啦，该去做真经事咯，拜~

♥

#151

2009-09-19T21:16:00.003+01:00

No, I am not dead.
Just saying.

I don't care eh eh eh eh eh

2009-08-30T21:45:00.001+01:00

And I bow down to the genius of the boy that is G-Dragon.

Why do I keep coming back to you

2009-08-29T18:03:00.003+01:00

Also, mum's coming back from Hong Kong today!

YES, ~~no moar dishwashing duties~~ presents! :D:D
I am deliriously excited over the prospect of receiving my guilt presents.

I heard you fell into a rabbit hole.

2009-08-29T17:41:00.003+01:00

I need to watch this episode of Star King! Subs prs!!

Jokwon very nearly met his match in the showdown with that Japanese guy. Granted, dude's good; if he was up against any other boy he'd pwn their asses.
But he's with Jokwon, the best motherfucking ~*diva*~ this side of the century.
Oh Kwonnie, you're the ultimate head diva bitch queen. FOR,EH,VERR. & I love you for it ♥
Also, HPBBD, prs never change.

Nichkhun eating that piece of tortilla wrap was the cutest thing. Hot hottie ~~with the eyebrow wave~~ was hot , but he can't beat Khun.
Wooyoung, you are hilarious. You and Khun are seriously meant to be.

Those guys have my soul 8"D
NEED. TO. WATCH.

G G G G baby baby, GD GD baby baby

2009-08-18T15:51:00.005+01:00

OHMYFUCKINGGOD.

The second I woke up today, it hit me that today's The Day.
I screamed, and turned on my computer.
And there they were, those ten precious links sitting pretty in a post titled "G-Dragon album dropped".
Oh hell yes.

What can I say? G-Dragon is G-Dragon after all.
If there's one person alive who can live up to all the hype in the world, its Kwon Jiyong.
Thank fuck I knew and trusted enough not to listen to nasty rumours on the internet, ftw.

And now I can't stop spazzing over it; the whole Heartbreaker album is on its sixth continuous run in my iTunes now. I am so in love with it. Can you feel my excitement? 8D

The Leaders is so much dope, its easily my favourite track; the collab with Teddy and CL was absolute win. The title track is obviously typical GD greatness, if not a little heavy-handed with the electrotechno shizz. A Boy and Butterfly are both mad sexy, in completely different ways. Korean Dream lived well up to my expectations; and not only for the fact that GD swears and mentions "Cap'n G-Sparrow" and that Taeyang sounds unf.
Oh Jiyong, you kill me.

BRB, hyperventilating still. ♥

I'll freaking kick your ass if you don't let go of my fruit salad!

2009-08-12T18:37:00.003+01:00

OMFG. I WAS SO SHOCKED.

OH DAESUNGIE-OPPA! ♥
How the hell did you even survive a crash of that proportion?!
I was in town with Becks, trying to decide between two different kinds of liquid foundation, when my sister texted Becks and she told me the news, and I shrieked so loudly everyone in Superdrug turned to stare.

So now he's broken his nose, injured his arm and hands, and has problems with spine alignment. Apparently he needed 15 stitches somewhere as well.
Poor mangled boy's got to stay in hospital and rest for like 3 months, therefore Family Outing's off, and so is Shouting!. (I was in Shakeaway when I got the news, yelped like someone stabbed me again; I was so looking forward to him acting with Seungri)

But just...thank god he made it out of that wreck alive.

And to whoever said this was all an elaborate cover-up for a nose job,
FUCK YOU VERY MUCH, KTHXBAI.

/EDIT:
It's just been revealed that Daesung's injuries are more serious than they were initially made out to be. Ho shit.
His left eye bone is fractured, which will need to be operated on as well as his nose. That's on top of the stitches, which were for his arm wound. GAAAAAH.

Oh, I werq it.

2009-08-08T13:42:00.004+01:00

Oh dear lord, how epic is this??

Camwhoring, lip-syncing SHINee boys are so much adorbs!
Ninja!Onew is everywhere ♥
~~"Hello, my name is Michael Jackson." ROFLMAO forevar!!~~

So yes, once again I've failed to blog about my life and instead substituted it with Kpop-related clips. I'm sorry, but can I really help it if Kpop is my life now? :O

-_________________- #

2009-07-31T21:19:00.002+01:00

Ohmydaze I dont even know what to blog about these days anymore.
And to think that I gave Rarararah shit when she said she might delete her LJ. Go ahead girl, I know how you feel now. I crai crai.

So err, in an attempt to make this a halfpassable post:
Its the summer holidays for me now? :D

And errr, 2PM and SHINee pretty much rule my life these days.
I cannot get enough of Onew, Jaebeom and Junho.
Big Bang prs come back! I cant satisfy my BB cravings on Big Bang TV alone! Also, why are there no more TabiRi fics coming out? Jeez, once I stop, everyone else does.

ホットな夏の太陽

2009-07-05T14:48:00.006+01:00

The sun is so bright! Its been proper summer to the max, and I'm melting around everyday. This is seriously a different type of heat here, I thought I'd be able to handle it since hello, Singapore right. But when it gets hot here, it gets hot. No breeze at all. The best comparision I can pull up would probably be of a sauna room.

Anyway, it's been exactly a year and four days since I came to England! :D
Time's just flown by so quickly, I hardly noticed until the one year anniversary itself came around. I've had a fantastic time with these lot, and cheers for more to come ey.

I've taken to listening to Big Bang's latest Japanese single ガラガラGO! whenever I'm stressed. The MV is so bling and the boys are so presh, awww true love.

2009-06-28T21:41:00.002+01:00

PEOPLE, I AM DOWN WITH FLU.

Please not H1N1, please not H1N1, please not H1N1! D:
I'm actually freaked. As much as I whine about life, I really don't think I'm ready to die yet okay. Please not H1N1.

I keep sneezing those massive ones that propel you forward and make you feel like you'd ejected a bit of your brain out through your nose. Not cool. And I can accurately predict that if this keeps up, my nose shall be rubbed raw by the end of tomorrow, and starting to peel the day after. Help!

On an equally gaah note,
OH ONDUBU. ♥
Please don't make me cry any more. I swear down I have enough on my plate without you collapsing all over the place and giving me near breakdowns. First the hurting of your leg during the perf, and then the falling lights. What is it with you and accidents really? If your Onew-sangtae is going to get you hurt like this, I'd rather you werent so hopelessly adorable.
(Also, it pained me that the Almighty Key was nowhere near Dubu when he fainted. Key-umma, take care of your husband! :S)

And by came an angel who had a bright key, And he opened the coffins and set them all free.

2009-06-22T22:43:00.002+01:00

I've been looking forward to the latest remake of Alice In Wonderland ever since I heard about it early this year. Depp and Burton are already the dream team in themselves, and with Carroll in the equation, it can only be more spectacular. I can anticipate some awesome entertainment that is just as weird and disturbing as Carroll had intended his story to be.

On an equally odd note, I find myself really intrigued by Isla de las Muñecas (Doll Island) in Xochimilco, Mexico. Seriously, an island filled with 50 years' worth of dolls in varying states of decay meant to appease the spirit of a drowned girl. So bizarre, but it's interesting in a morbid way.

However, this is night in the UK now and them pictures are seriously too freaky to search and post because it would mean I'd have to stare at the doll corpses for more than five minutes. I dont want to give myself insomnia, thankyouverymuch, so pictures shall be edited into this post tomorrow when it's not pitch black outside the window behind me, heh.

Big Brother is honestly shit.

2009-06-18T22:20:00.004+01:00

I'm in a happy mood right now, thank you cherries I love you so much. We've run out though; I desperately need to go to Aldi to grab what's left of their stock.

So I've been sitting around reading William Blake (Songs of Innocence and of Experience) which honestly isnt as naff as it sounds, eating cherries, and putting off uploading promised stuff onto Facebook.
I was going through B's archives just now for old times' sake, and it turns out I was mentioned a couple times. I'm well chuffed HAHAHAAA!

Also, I went to Havant town with Tommy & Hannah-rose during our free to shop and I bought a pair of heels from New Look. I love them, they're well gorgeous and originally cost £30 but were on sale so I got them for only 10 quid and it didn't even matter that I couldn't use my student discount. New gladiator wedges I love you I love youuuuu:
And also a pair of tights for one fucking quid, how much more value for money can you get, I've wanted tights like those ones since forever.
Okay, I think I'm going back tomorrow to bust my plastic some more.

As a side note, my plot bunnies have come back methinks. I should probably get round to writing stuff down asap because hey, who knows when they'll disappear again huh.

song for my juliette, uh!

2009-06-18T19:12:00.001+01:00

I just scrolled down to my HK spazz post, thought about how Jaye must be enjoying himself immensely there right now, and instantly felt very sorry for myself.

Here, this about summarises my emotions right now:

Speedcups are way cool

2009-06-13T22:30:00.003+01:00

I've just finished watching the 120th episode of Star King.

It was so amazing, and not only because SHINee, Super Junior and 2PM were there altogether. Heheh. The people who went on were so sick; its awesome!

A Japanese boy whose hands are practically musical instruments, a Spanish (?) flamenco/tap dance troupe, a bubblegum-chewing kissy monkey who can play Go Stop, an A capella quartet extremely talented at making devastated faces and imitating other singers, a geek capable of carrying about 100kg full of tables laden with the typical Korean feast (ie. 20 or more dishes, drinks, stoves, pots, cutlery etc.) single-handedly, a cross-dressing boy who smexy dances to traditional Korean songs including the title track of Daejanggeum (Onara), a bunch of Super Junior impersonators consisting of office dudes averaging 40 years of age, and two cute schoolboys with breath-taking Speedcup skills.
And all the while the great Kang Ho Dong along with the other guests interrupt with their own outrageous antics. Lee Teuk was amazingly entertaining of course, the guy is such a joy to watch.

Click for first part :D

Also, here's a bonus vid. Heechul & his narcissism:

I dont actually know why I keep blogging today. It must be the boredom.
OH BTW, TANJOUBI OMEDETOU, SARINA-CHAN!

I nicked some paper bibs from Ikea!

2009-06-13T18:02:00.006+01:00

I'm not even kidding when I say that I'll probaby move back to Asia when all this education bullshit is over. You know how some people (like my mum and sister?) say they prefer nature and small towns better, well I'm not one of them. Sure, I love my trips to Bintan and Langkawi and Tioman etc., but after a while I get bored and turn back to the neon lights and skyscrapers.
Definitely a city girl at heart, born and bred.

We went to the newly opened Ikea in Southampton yesterday again for a family outing because the day before was my mum's birthday but my dad had work so we waited till his off days.
(Happy birthday mummy!)

I LOVE CITIES.
Seriously, I was getting a little pissy because I had a slight headache and was in charge of the map-reading and it was fucking stressful work (thank god we got a TomTom today), but the minute we went over the highest point of Itchen Bridge and the city view hit me, I cheered up to no end. I was all, "OMG crowds, tall buildings, traffic jams, air pollution, LOVE YOU LOVE YOUUUU!"

So I was going through one of my friend's latest albums on Facebook just now, containing some pictures of her strolling through a mall (which I fucking recognised out of the how many hundreds of malls in the damn country) and I just wanted so badly to be back there right now. As far as city life goes, I highly doubt if it could get much better than in Hong Kong. Unless maybe...Tokyo, which has a completely different style anyway.

HONG KONG IS SO AMAZING.

HONG KONG, I LOVE YOU HONG KONG!

Okay, guess what, I'm done spazzing now.

Princess syndrome

2009-06-13T11:32:00.003+01:00

Can I just say that lately I've been losing sleep because of you.

Nobody falls in love by choice; it is by chance. Nobody stays in love by chance; it is by work. Nobody falls out of love by chance; it is by choice.

Well, this is out of my hands. Damn my chances.

2009-06-09T19:14:00.003+01:00

I cannot emphasise to the full extent how much I detest headaches. So I shall have to settle for clutching my throbbing temples and groaning about it every two minutes until it stops.

And how come paracetamol doesn't seem to have any effect? I haven't abused that drug too much have I?
Shit.

Is it too much? D:

2009-06-04T21:51:00.002+01:00

Once again, I'm back to shamelessly plug Kpop related vids. *hides*
Wait, no! Watch first before you complain!

Heh. Did dork!Rain make up for my fail?

Okay, now for a short update:

MY AS EXAMS HAVE FINISHED, HALLELUJAH! :D:D
I completed my first ever pure angst fic (Big Bang of course) two days ago. It's gold, I swear down, and apparently people like it. Heh
My fic request over in my LJ is still open, yo. The first 5 cut has yet to be filled. (Jackie, want a fic?)
Wish me luck, I am seriously doing some job hunting now. Mostly because I see nice stuff but don't have enough to splurge and its annoying me. HAHAA
The great debate: iPhone or Blackberry? Discuss.

Eien sa heaven

2009-05-26T14:29:00.003+01:00

Ah also, I've recently gave in and made myself a Twitter account.
It's some addictive stuff right there, and I update there quite regularly now. (Like when I'm bored out of my socks in college for example LOL)
You can have my updates sent to your phone automatically as well, beats having to come on here ey. So there.
Follow my Tweets, you know you want to :)

twentyfo' seven

2009-05-26T14:25:00.002+01:00

This is fast turning into like Christine's blog. It's like I only log on to spam Kpop related videos, homgah. But aigoooo, Big Bang are so precious! Their Japan release of My Heaven came out, and it is Amazing. Plus the TabiRi when they were in the car (hello T.O.P and Seungri bias)~

Watch & drool:

When you're missing 2%.

2009-05-14T21:33:00.003+01:00

HOLY FUCKING SHIT.
HOW CAN ONE INDIVIDUAL BE SO OUTSTANDINGLY HOT AND LOVABLE AT THE SAME TIME WITHOUT SPONTANEOUSLY COMBUSTING. HOMGAH.

Observe:

And the others dont disappoint either AT ALL:

The only thing that would make these CFs perfect is if Seungri had his own version. Granted, he appeared in two of them, but he should still have his own.
So what does this sell again? Flavoured water of some sort..? Who actually gives a fuck, I'll gladly go buy 10 cartons of whatever it is they're endorsing right now.
Watch T.O.P's "Game" version for about a dozen times repeatedly, and you'll feel the same inclination. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

not now not now

2009-05-10T18:28:00.003+01:00

Here's a nice little shout-out to the world (excluding the current Korean music scene):
MAY ALL YOU MOTHERFUCKERS FUCK SOMETHING WICKED THAT MAKES YOUR DICKS AND FANNIES ROT WHILE DENYING YOU YOUR ORGASM OR SOMEONE WITH SWINE FLU PLUS AIDS SO YOU CAN HACK & COUGH & SNEEZE & BLEED YOUR WAY TO A WELL-DESERVED DEATH.
FUCK YOU.

To all those who think that there's only so much in the world I can spew vulgarities at, you are so obviously deluded, you poor soul, you. Fuck you too.
Yes knnccb, I'm having issues and going through a crisis now. So fuck off kbai.

It's making you glorious

2009-05-01T12:34:00.002+01:00

真的好累哦~
已经没有时间了，该怎么办呢？再这样下去，我干脆放弃算了。

现在的我，表面上很开朗、很风光，完全没有任何烦恼似的。可是事实又是另外一回事；我现在伤脑筋的事根本就多的是。
要怎么说呢？
学业上、感情上、友情上、时间上，通通都让我觉得非常懊恼。有很多很多的问题，可是已经没有时间让我找答案了！
我真的完全不知道自己在做什么，也不知道自己到底应该做些什么。而且，我要到哪里去寻找我所需要的勇气和奋斗心呢？

I seriously have issues on my issues. And I'm completely at a loss at what to do about them.
Sooner or later, my positive facade is going to come crumbling down around me. And then what?

So shiny shiny...

2009-04-26T16:29:00.003+01:00

I think I might have cracked a rib or two trying to hold in laughter while watching Super Junior's latest appearance on Come To Play.
My parents will obviously hack me right off if they knew I'm still YouTubing with my AS exams this close, so I had to watch the thing with my lips pressed together and eyes streaming with tears of laughter. I'm pretty sure my face was all red as well; anyone who'd seen me would probably have thought I came across something incredibly sad (like the SP episode of １リットルの涙 I was watching last night).

Here, watch all four parts and try not to laugh, it damn near killed me LOL

Okay now I'm off to finish the remaining episodes of メイちゃんの執事 :D

wish you:

2009-04-20T17:05:00.006+01:00

(our rather small hotel in London)

(dinner in this taiwanese restuarant)

(on the train to Windsor)

(Windsor castle)

(ketchup & mustard!)

(the miniature world in Legoland)

(more amazingly detailed midget stuff)

(yes, that huge motherfucker is made of Lego)

(awesome roasted duck at this random Chinese place in Bayswater)

(Chelsea Football Club pitch, where they played Liverpool on that very patch of grass. Be jealous now)

(I found Figo's jersey)

(oh yes, me with the Chelsea team, and I'm not even a supporter)

(team lockers in CFC changing room)

(Hello, Ballack bias)

(their showers, where the team get naked)

(hilarious, the British Museum has Hell Money on display)

(highlight of museum trip: mummies ♥)

I'm tired, and I dont know if I should go on like this. I just dont know anymore okay, and the way people are giving me shit about it like I dont already give myself enough shit as it is kills me.
I want out so stop making me second-think and fuck off, kthxbai.

Angst aside, I'm back from London! Small portion of pictures up there, not really in order. Might post more if I can be arsed. :)
Easter holidays have ended and its back to college, oh lordy, the joy. Prs to note sarcasm btw.

Why are we called Soul Fighters? laughs hysterically

2009-04-08T12:25:00.002+01:00

There is an invisible ghost swinging a tennis racket and bouncing a ball and tapping on my speakers in my laptop.

LMAOFTW.

Okay, maybe if I ignore the unholy presence it will go away?
I'm off to decorate my new moleskine :)
Suck on that, ghost.

Now try your hand, mofo

2009-03-28T18:37:00.002Z

哇~~~ 天阿，这一阵子不知道为什么，总是觉得很累。
好想好想让一切都结束。
感觉上好像快要撑不住、快要崩溃。

我怕，但又能怎样？
我累，但不可能休息吧？
我想逃，但还是会被追到。
我想躲，但世界不会为了我而停下来。
我再怎么大声地喊、喊到喉咙被撕破流血不止，还是会被忽略。

这一切，我都知道，因为我了解，这世界就是如此残忍、绝情。
知道不等于接受。可是不接受又如何？单凭一个人的力量，根本就无法改变什么。况且，我到底想要改变些什么，连自己也不太清楚。只是知道在这种环境里，我完全无法生存。

这一来，我真的会很害怕；如此虚弱的我、可又是如此的年轻呀！接下来的漫长日子还多得很，要我怎么能坚强、独立、勇敢、成功地活下去，创下属于自己的美好人生呢？

What you need, what you want, what you got

2009-03-25T14:10:00.002Z

I've got Ajoo's Wealthy 2nd Generation in my head. On replay. Damn.
He sounds gayish but then again almost everyone does after months of only Big Bang. (There goes my blatant favouritism.) And his name still sounds stupidly like a virtual sneeze of sorts. But who really gives a flying turd? He's got a hot body, and looks like a cross between Vanness Wu, Hero Jaejoong and possibly Se7en. Google him.

Okay, I really need to get that blasted catchy chorus out of my head. And of course, I know the perfect song to replace it with.
Here, sing along as well, Super Junior's 쏘리 쏘리 (Sorry Sorry):

So addictive, and it overrode Ajoo, like I expected it too. Now I have Super Junior going "shori shori shori" in my head now HAHA.

ANYWAY, ALL THAT BLABBERING WAS NOT THE POST OF THIS POST AT ALL.

This is the third day that I'm stuck home now, and I'm really bored.
Just my luck for getting glandular fever. I hate being ill; I always end up looking really frail and breakble for at least a whole week afterwards. So I was down with sore throat last last week, and I didn't go in to college, and the same happened this week.
I'd already started feeling out of sorts on Mother's Day (Sunday), and by Monday it just got to the point where I didn't feel up to trekking all the way to college (again). And on Tuesday as well.
It was all fever and alternating between hot spells and cold chills and feeling dizzy and swollen throat glands. I was basically croaking like a frog.
And then this morning my dad woke me up at 10, saying he'd booked an appointment at the doctor's for me at 11. Fine, I thought, just when I was getting better. So I found out that I'd been infected with the glandular fever virus, and now I'm supposed to stay home and drink lots of liquids and eat vitamins.
Whee, the joy.

That's it, end of rant. I might go on a Lord of the Rings marathon now, like I do when I fall sick and do nothing but lie around on my opium bed feeling miserable and contemplating slitting.
Hopefully that cheers me up, but if not, Big Bang should do the trick. Byebye.

onetwothree!

2009-03-09T20:54:00.002Z

Can I really help it if the comms coursework essay deadline for our class was supposed to be today, and I'm too ill to go in? And before you ask, can I help it if my completed essay is in my college network work area and Ranger Outpost isn't working so I can't access my folders to email it to Steve?
Good god this is driving me nuts. I've been trying to log in since I woke up and forced breakfast down my throat (about 12-ish). And the damn thing still isn't working!

I'm so aggravated that I'm reading Xiaxue's blog and watching her Guide To Life videos, which everyone knows is basically made of bullshit and general bimbotic behaviour. And really bad English (Becks, you should watch 'em).
But it's also got bitchiness, more than enough of it to make me feel better about my situation. It's working, partially, I just find myself rolling my eyes every 4 seconds or so. Mindless entertainment, as they say?

Oh, and before that I was YouTubing Family Outing. Now that was some good stuff.
I finally finished the 2 eps where T.O.P was the guest; it was amazingly funny. I love that boy, I swear if I ever go to Korea, I'll walk around trying to find him (and the rest of Big Bang) *hides due to embarassing fangirl behaviour*
I'm watching backwards now; went through G-Dragon's 2nd ep because I couldn't find the 1st one on ramensoupsubs and now halfway through Rain's.
What a Laugh Fest. I need to hunt down Yunho & Junsu's, Cha Taehyun's, possibly Hongki & Taeyeon's, and maybe Yoona's. So much to do! :D
I'm off, might not be in college tomorrow either if I can get away with it. Oh yeah~

Fizzle out

2009-03-07T17:12:00.002Z

The Real You

Results:

You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.
You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

Get to know yourself better

Results:

Your view on yourself: Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love: Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education: You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you: You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success: You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of: You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

It actually scares me, how true most of this stuff is. How did they know?? :O

Flailings of a fangirl's brainfry

2009-02-22T15:42:00.002Z

NO WORDS. JUST WATCH (in HQ prs).

DBSK (YUNHO & YOOCHUN) HAVE REPLACED MY BRAIN WITH MUSH AND CANDYFLOSS. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Goodbye Stage

2009-02-15T00:00:00.004Z

Randomly stumbled across this while searching for something else but it made my Single Awareness Day happy :D
Enjoy watching Seungri pwn all the people present with his aegyo. Even Dae the Funny Man had to fall under the aegyo power; Seungri should just take over the world already.
(I was specifically referring to the first 4&half minutes of the clip, though the rest was entertaining as well)

HAPPY VALENTINE'S! ♥♥♥

I hate my laptop, I need a MacBook

2009-02-08T21:27:00.006Z

(Us at Thu's for birthday celebrations)

I had this completely amazing dream last night that was not Big Bang related.
Just the fact that it hasn't got the boys in it already makes it out of the ordinary. (Ooh err hang on, they might have been there right in the front bit, just not the main parts...oh well)
Point is, He was in it.
I do get like that sometimes; I can go by for ages without a single thought of him, then he'd suddenly do something online on Facebook or whatever and I'd be reminded of his existence again. Sometimes it hits me so strongly that he even invades my personal LaLaLand. Like say, last night, for instance. I was quite happy with my little slumber (with or without Big Bang, I can't be sure), and then in he pops looking great as usual, smirky and mischievous just the way I like it. And err well...
I'm not going into details here, it's not really any rated stuff, just enough to make me feel extremely fluttery and squishy and happy with life in general.
Well, till someone crashed in and started waking me up. -_________-
My god, it's been years since That Incident, when am I ever going to get over him? Am I ever even going to? I reckon it's the regret; I still catch myself bopping me on the head internally when I think about it. If only I'd followed along, after all I'd already made the first damn move, and its supposed to be the most difficult but I'd crashed right through it. Only to step down after that, because of a friend.
What the fuck was I thinking? I seriously think I gave the term "young and foolish" a whole new level of meaning back then. Oh the possibilities....aiish.

Note to self:
Finish BB fic for Jun-kun! x

Snagged off Jacklyn for crack purposes (:

2009-02-02T23:17:00.002Z

Answer the questions that follow and fill them into the blanks of the template:

Dear (the last person who texted you),

I don't really know how to tell you this, but (1). I think I realized it (2) (3) and I saw you (4) (5).I'm sure you're (6) enough to understand (7). I'm returning (8) to you, but I'll keep (9) as a memory.You should also know that I (10) (11).

(12), Your name.

1. What's the colour of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Brown - The mafia wants you
Green - Our horoscopes don't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the colour of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Barefoot - Sit on
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Other - Drive out

5. What's the colour of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Iraq
Purple - My mustard souffle
Orange - My Kid Rock collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
House - Scarred
Lost - High
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle class

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Sad - How boring you are
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this
Nervous - The middle east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks
None of the above - Ashamed

8. What's the colour of your bedroom walls?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Green - The pictures from LA
Grey - Our matching Snoopy bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Others - The memories in the military service

9. What is the first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - Results of your blood sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. What is the last letter of your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water - Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation of an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second World War
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you want to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off
France - In pain

Dear James,

I don't really know how to tell you this, but I'll join the monastery. I think I realized it when I changed tennis shoes outside of Chicago and I saw you sit on Manchester United's goalkeeper.
I'm sure you're scarred enough to understand that Extreme Home Makeover sucks. I'm returning your ring to you, but I'll keep the oil stocks as a memory.
You should also know that I never openly mocked Oprah Winfrey imitations.

Go burn,
Catharina.

Wo bu ming bai.

2009-01-30T15:13:00.003Z

Jaye's chinese kinda sucks.
How cute. LOL

Apparently I'm breaking his spirit.
And he says he's been living a lie cos for 18 years he was under the impression that he's a Sheep. And he found out recently that he's actually a Horse.
Buahaha

Jaye "Fawrk you!"

Yeah...
Kthxbai.

Jaye: okay fann q please come errgain okay now baibai hoor

Seetewbutt.

/Edit: FINE, I'M ONLY DOING THIS COS I LOVE YOU REALLY.
Jaye's chinese only sucks a little. Just a tiny bit. XDDDDDD

Until Whenever

2009-01-27T10:32:00.001Z

I woke up this morning and realised that
In exactly 11 months' time, I shall be 20.
That's halfway to fucking 40.
Shit.

Ahh Ri, you have no idea how much you and Tabi amuse me XDD

2009-01-11T17:13:00.002Z

The Dec 23rd episode of Sang Sang Plus was so funny~
And I've just rewatched the awesome bits from McDull, The Alumni so my stomach hurts from laughing too much. (Which led me to memories of Siva and Jacky and how we said we'd train pecs simply by being ourselves and goofballing all day. Yeah my stomach really hurts now ROFLMAO.)

Oh, I want that bag from H&M! I still can't get over the fact that shops here close so freaking early! In HK, you won't catch anyone even thinking about packing up till 11pm at the earliest, and here everywhere is quiet by like 6. How do these people actually survive, have they never heard of night shopping? *palms face*
Now I'd have to make a trip to the nearest H&M to get the bag, in Portsmouth apparently. So bored of that place now, I need a new hangout.

And yes, I'm doing my fics, but they've yet to be completed. Patience is called for, miahneyo. College work is (bleah) more important, and my Comms coursework presentation is coming up so I have to get it done -_____-
Yeah I might actually get down to it now, laters all.

Take me out so hurry come to me

2009-01-04T15:42:00.002Z

I want to write my third fic before college starts again tomorrow but I've got no inspiration. And do you know that I haven't been arsed to touch my college stuff for the entire 2 weeks that was our christmas holidays? I am so dead when I go back. I barely even remember who Goffman is or what his theories are. -____-

I think I have a mental disorder than handicaps me when I try to study. It's so difficult because everytime I start studying I think of something better to do that just can't wait, it's so ridiculous. I swear I have like zero self-control. Plus it doesn't help that I have the attention span of a kid surrounded by too many toys. On top on that, I am fickle as hell; only 3 minutes ago I was happily watching WGM, and then I got bored and opened a new tab to log on and ramble. By now, I'm already bored of this. I can't wait to go back to my Ant couple.
Ciao.

PS. I really am hating BS.com more and more. The only thing that's keeping me here is habit. Well, that and the massive choice of skins available. -______-

About Love, STRONG.

2009-01-01T16:52:00.002Z

HAPPY FUCKIN' NEW YEAR! IT'S 2009 Y'ALL!

Well 2008's been a crazy year in a nutshell, and I don't regret the things I went through at all. I'm just really grateful for the people I've met, and stuff we did together, the new experiences :D
Cheers to 2009 being an even better year!

I'm not even going to bother with resolutions, heaven knows I do shit with them anyway, all I'm going to say is that I'll do my best to enjoy my 19th year of life like there's no tomorrow!
Loves to everyone, here's some Big Bang to usher in the new year with a (you know it) bang:

BB Intro on Gayo Daejeon

Big Bang & Kid Bang (HAHA!)

And SeungRi's solo single, Strong Baby! (oh the sexy~)

Tagged by Shah (:

2008-12-22T18:07:00.003Z

#1 The first person who tagged in your blog is:
Nicole Sze.

#2 Your relationship with him/her:
Friend of 8/9 years.

#3 Your impression of him/her:
Loco woman :D

#4 The most memorable thing he/she has done for you:
Been my sleep-buddy for every single church camp that we both went for. (Loves girl!)

#5 The most memorable thing he/she said to you:
"God will take care of everything."

#6 If he/she become your lover you will:
SCREAM.

#7 If he/she become your lover, thing(s) he/she has to improve/change will be:
Her freaking gender!

#8 If he/she become your enemy, you will:
...ignore her?

#9 If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be:
That she smacked me once too often. XDD

#10 The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:
Give her a hug.

#11 Your overall impression of him/her is:
Loco.

#12 How you think people around you feel about you?
That I'm approachable and nice enough...hopefully.

#13 The characteristic(s) that you love about yourself is:
My sense of humour, hurhurhur.

#14 On the contrary, the stuff you hate about yourself are:
My materialistic and bitchy streak. (But then again I am a girl, heh)

#15 The most ideal person you want to be is:
I refuse to be anyone other than (an improved version of) myself.

#16 Say something to those who care and like you:
I love you people to bits! ♥

#17 Pass this quiz to 10 people (tag those with blogs):
1. Sarina-chan (double-tagged, I know, but she needs the pressure HAHA)
2. Brenda C
3. Adel Baka
4. Katie Y
5. Jacklyn Kayelmen
6. MF XiaoBlur
7. FaiFai
8. Iris Tan
9. Jerrold
10. Monica

#18 Who is no.6 having relationship with?
...Her boyfriend? LOL

#19 Is no.9 a male or female?
Undeniably MALE.

#20 If 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
No way.

#21 What is no. 2 studying?
In Millennia Institute, about to start her 3rd year.

#22 When was the last time you had a chat with no. 3?
In person, about 6 months ago; online, yesterday.

#23 What kind of music does no. 8 like?
Jay Chou XDD

#24 Does no. 1 has any siblings?
Yes, a younger sister (who happens to be the one who tagged me for this quiz HAHA)

#25 Will you woo no. 3?
AHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAAAHAHAHAAAAHAHAAA!!

#26 How abt no. 7?
Well I suppose we were...rather tight for a while back then, so, been there done that :D

#27 Is no. 4 single?
As far as I know, yes.

#28 What's the surname of no. 5?
Kayelmen, HAHA!

#29 Whats the hobby of no. 10?
Annoying me, probably.

#30 Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?
YES of course :D:D

#31 Where is no. 2 studying at?
Millennia Institute!

#32 Talk something casually about no. 1
A really good mate of mine who bullies me whenever she gets the chance and is always too lazy to blog HAHA.

#33 Have you tried developing feelings for no. 6?
No (sorry MF darl XD).

#34 Where does no. 9 lives?
Ehh...some weird shit sounding place...Potong Pasir, I think.

#35 What colour does no. 4 like?
I'm not certain but I think it's pastels.

#36 Are no. 5 and 1 best friends?
They might be if they knew each other HAHA. They're in the same school after all.

#37 Does no. 1 have any pets?
Nope not that I know of.

#38 Is no. 7 th sexiest person in the world?
No, that'd be going a bit too far (sorry Fai XDD)!

#39 What is no. 6 doing now?
In Singapore...probably sleeping?

There. :)

/Edit: Becks, I forgot you have a blog as well (bleah) and I know you stalk this space so do this thing as well. You're tagged! xxx

#111

2008-12-21T16:47:00.002Z

Yayyay it's the 21st; 6 more days till I turn 19!
(God I feel old but wtf, a birthday is a birthday is a birthday eh)

OH and I am no longer skinned; helped out with Aida's wedding catering thing yesterday (despite being totally knackered because of the church party the night before) and after working for an entire day without sitting down, I got rewarded with £40 plus a £20 tip, YES.
With the £10 we've got for doing Ambassador work on thursday, turns out I won't have to go through Christmas miserably after all. :D:D

It's the ToBae love and Baby love this time ♥

Maknae, saengil chukahaeyo! ♥

2008-12-13T14:11:00.003Z

It scares me how much of this stuff is actually true XD

You know you're Chinese when:
1. You live on rice.
2. 4 is an unlucky number because it sound like 'death' in Chinese.
3. You've been hit with a bamboo stick, cane, clothes hanger etc. by your parents.
4. Your grandparents mostly prefer males than females.
5. Your grades must not be lower than an 80%. Anything lower is a 'Chinese fail.'
6. Your parents don't even look at your effort marks.
7. Oil is a must ingredient for a meal.
8. PE?! Pffft, not important...
9. Your parents are always out looking for a bargin.
10. Talking back to your parents is never a good thing.
11. You had/have played the piano before.
12. When you were a kid back in elementary school, you took a billion courses.
13. You've taken Chinese school, and cheating was the way to go there.
14. Your parents want you to either be a docter, lawyer, businessman, accountant or just some profession with a lot of cash.
15. You have been to yum cha before.
16. And you've had bubble tea before!
17. During Chinese New Year, you follow those traditions where you have to clean your house like a day before Chinese New Year, and not washing your hair during New Year's etc.
18. Hot pot is what you do during the winter.
19. You get annoyed when people try and speak Chinese. Like seriously, wtf is "ching chinga chong?" O_o
20. And also, when people think they know Chinese when all they can say is, "Ni hao."
21. Every weekend, your mom goes grocery shopping and spends over $100 for food to last the entire week.
22. You end up having a freezer entirely dedicated to frozen meat.
23. Your 'family time' is watching an Asian drama together.
24. The name Jay Chou is familiar.
25. You know Taiwan's current president is corrupted beyond belief.
26. (for the Cantonese) TVB dramas are addicting, no matter how bad they are.
27. Your parents force you to speak Chinese at home.
28. You are in a honours class, an accelerated program, or have skipped a grade in a subject or the grade in general.
29. You know that the four most popular Chinese names are (names are in Canto, but applies to all Chinese): Chan, Cheung, Wong and Lee.
30. Your grandparents hate the Japanese because of WWII.
31. The only time you get money is when Chinese New Year rolls along.
32. Not getting accepted into university is a death sentence.
33. Your house has at least 2 computers.
34. And at least one game!
35. You must marry. Staying single after 30 is also a death sentence.
36. You got your drivers license after one try, but you can't seem to drive...
37. Your mom cuts out recipes from the magazines/newspaper and keeps a collection of them.
38. You know you can't give watches/clocks to people on their birthday.
39. You know that T&T is just there to rip non-Chinese people off.
40. All your mp3's, iPods, game consoles etc. are cracked so you can play bootleg games on them.
41. You have seem at least one anime in your life.
42. Your parents have the Chinese channel on the TV.
43. Your Chinese name is your middle name.
44. People fail to pronounce your Chinese name properly.
45. You've either taken a tutor of some sort, piano, or chinese school.
46. Your mom shops in a store for teens.
47. Your mom compares the fabric of the clothing to other brands before buying that ONE pair of jeans.
48. You say you're fat, but you're not.

Hilarious shit HAHA
And this one here--

You know you're from HongKong when:
You pretend (and tell people) that you know Mandarin because you can speak Cantonese.
You started singing karaoke when you were five.
You are an expert in mahjong.
You only ever tip 10%.
You like the brand Sony.
You have more than 30 cousins.
You confuse Welcome with Wellcome.
You have many credit cards.
You have more than two DVD players at home.
You wear branded clothes (i.e. DKNY, Versace, Chanel, Polo, etc.) even though all your Polo shirts are from ladies’ market.
You always have the latest mobile phone.
You play badminton.
You drink VitaSoy.
You love to go yum cha.
Your friends ask you if Hong Kong is a country.
You call a lot of your friends Fei Jai.
You’ve lost a lot of money on the Mark Six.
You know what it means when you call someone inch.
You eat instant noodles too often.
You've dyed your hair before.
You are studying engineering, business management or law.
You try to avoid pork chops. And I'm not talking about the food.
When you go back to Hong Kong, the last thing your friends who smoke tells you is to buy them a carton of Reds.
You read "tsing tao" instead of "world journal" or "china press."
You party at Club 7-11.
You ALWAYS buy real software and DVDs. ALWAYS.
You never order appetizers at a restaurant.
Your Chinese handwriting really sucks.
You build a mountain of salad when you eat in Pizza Hut.
Your stationery has pictures of your favourite cartoon character.
People accuse you of having (and starting) SARS.
Your foreign friends don't mess with you because they think you know kung fu.
You have a collection of model robots, built or yet to be built.
If someone buys something, you brag about how its cheaper in Hong Kong.
When you leave HK, you always stock up on duty free at the airport.
When having dim sum, you rinse your dishes in hot water before you eat.
You have two middle initials instead of the usual one.
You spit bones and food scraps on the table.
You have heaps of shoes and slippers blocking the entrance to your home.
Your kitchen is coated in a film of sticky grease.
Your cook top is covered with tin foil.
You buy $10 VCDs.
You hate nerds, even though you are one.
You ask, "when are you going back to Hong Kong?" instead of "when are you going to Hong Kong?".
You miss the drinks and snacks that you can only get in Hong Kong.
You have a Walkman, Discman and Minidisk player that you don’t use anymore because you use an MP3 player.
You use clicky pencils instead of the regular ones.
You've played all the computer games that have ever come out.
You play ... err ... you ARE the Street Fighter Champion.
You show off your mobile phone that you got in Hong Kong "for cheap."
Your luggage is near empty when you arrive in HK, and full when you leave.
You expect to pay for transport in other countries with your Octopus card, only to be disappointed.
If your are a guy you are really interested in military stuff (guns, aircraft, tanks), but you’re too pussy to be a soldier.
You inherit your elder siblings' clothes and your younger siblings inherit your clothes.
You once had loads of 4wd model cars.
You’ve had a Tamagotchi.
You have a PlayStation, Gamecube, Xbox and you will get the Xbox 360 soon.
You use Bak Fa Yao.
You have at least one shirt that says "Hong Kong" on the front.
When there is a sale on toilet paper, you buy like 100 rolls and store them in your closet or in the bedroom of someone who has moved out.
You have a vinyl table cloth on your kitchen table.
You use Park 'N Shop bags as binliners.
You always leave your shoes at the door.
You have a piano in your living room.
You can twirl your pen around your fingers.
You eat red bean popsicles.
When you go to a dance party, there are a wall of guys surrounding the dance floor trying to look cool.
People ask you if there are trees in Hong Kong, and they don't believe you when you tell them that 76% of HK is green.
You wish you were Son Goku.
Or that you had Ding Dong's pouch.
Owning a Mercedes Benz means you are well off, but it's nothing compared to owning a lawn mower - the ultimate status symbol.
You feel like you've gotten a good deal if you didn't pay tax.
You wear basketball/netball shorts as pajama bottoms.
Your mother used to hit you with a chicken-feather duster and shout "da sei lei!"
You beat eggs with chopsticks instead of a fork.
You like Chinese films in their original undubbed versions.
You're in another country and everything moves so slowly.
You like congee with thousand year old eggs.
You prefer your shrimp with the heads and legs still attached.
You're in love with David Beckham.
You use a face cloth.
You use a clothes line.
You starve yourself before going to All-You-Can-Eat sushi.
You miss the MTR, and Red Taxis.
You know someone who can get you a good deal on electronics.
Chinese food in other countries doesn't taste right.
You never discuss your love life with your parents.
Your parents are never happy with your grades.
You keep most of your money in a savings account.
You love Chinese Martial Arts films.
You have Tupperware in your fridge with three bites of rice or one leftover chicken wing.
Shaolin and Wu Tang actually mean something to you.
You shat your pants before the 1997 handover.
You own a Snoopy/Hello Kitty toy from Mcdonalds.
You never order sweet-n-sour pork, egg foo young, or chop suey at a Chinese restaurant.
You tell your friends that people don’t actually eat prawn crackers in HK, and they don't believe you.
You turn bright red after drinking alcohol.
You look like you are pertually sixteen or younger.
You have more than five remotes in your house.
You wear (or need) glasses.
Your parents (or some other close relative) own a grocery store or restaurant.
Your grandmother lives with you and your family.
You always have water when dining out.
You say "aiya!" and "wah!".
You’re mum talks to you in Chinese and you reply in English.
It annoys you how shops close at 5pm in other countries and you expect them to be open.
You love little red envelopes.
You cut your own hair, or get friends to cut your hair.
You know at least three people named Alan Wong.
People don't believe that you live on the 28th floor.
Your dad is some sort of engineer.
Your parents still tried to get you into places half-price saying you were 12 when you were really much older.
You ask your parents help on one math problem and 2 hours later they're still lecturing.
You're in another country and you try to make a local call, but wtf? you have to pay for it!
You have a 40 lb. bag of rice in your kitchen.
You've had a bowl haircut at one time in your life.
Your parents compare you with their colleagues' nerdy kids.
You've mastered the art of bargaining.
You eat bak choy.
You wish you could go back to Hong Kong for just 1 day, which you would spend shopping and eating.
Your favourite movie is Shaolin Soccer.
And you play football in baak faan yu.
You make a list of things to do and buy when you get back.
Your eyelashes are practically nonexistent.
Your parents expect you to be best friends with nerds.
And always tell you your cool friends are bad.
Your relatives' houses smell like incense.
Everyone thinks you're good at math.
You say, "University level maths? I took University level maths in year 8!"
You are the god of gamblers ("do sun").
You used to think Sailor Moon is well fit.
You learned about the birds and the bees from someone other than your parents.
You have way more technology than your foreign friends.
All of your friends ask you to translate whenever they see Chinese characters.
The vast majority of the people related to you wear glasses/contacts.
Your parents have either made you play the piano, the violin, or both.
You get nothing if you do well in school, but crapped on if you don't.
You think Mcdonalds in other countries is expensive.
You get homesick when you watch Rush Hour 2.
Your dad still pulls his socks like, up to his knees.
Your family always cheers for the Asian athlete on TV.
The furniture in your house never matches the wallpaper, the carpet, the decorations, or any of the rest of the furniture.
You hit aeroplanes.
You own a rice cooker.
You buy soy sauce by the gallon.
People think that PK stands for Penalty Kick, but you know what it really means.
Your friends ask you if Hong Kong is in Japan.
You tell all of your foreign friends that you are related to Jackie Chan and they believe you.
And lastly,
You know you're from Hong Kong when you've seen all of Edison Chen's naked pictures!

Guilty! XDD

NomNomNom

2008-12-08T17:43:00.002Z

It's been exactly a week since I last blogged here. Didn't go to college again today, must be a Monday thing, maybe I'm allergic or something :D
I can feel a sore throat (or cough or both) coming up, fucking hell go away! Eh, eating Maltesers at this point of time doesn't help any does it? Pffft.

Big Bang has the LOLest song titles I've come across in a long time. I mean, "LaLaLa" was cute enough, and now "NomNomNom"? HAHAHAHAHAAA /kicked
(What's next, "FapFapFap"? Okay forget I ever said that! /bricked repeatedly)
Cheongmal sarang handa <3

Ever since I saw that little gif. of the boys on crack while filming the seaside Baskin Robbins CF, I've been coming up with a fic in my head subconsciously. Probably going to blog it down over in LJ some day as a drabble or oneshot.

Alright, just one more sociology essay question left! Just my luck that it's the last on the list and naturally the one that carries the most marks. Pffffffffffffffffftttttttt.

19 more days to go!

That is the most awesome nutcracker ever!

2008-12-01T17:19:00.002Z

It's either my debit card or iTunes that hates me. Damn it, no iPod touch upgrade.

I didn't go to college today, woke up with everything spinning like crazy. Clockwise, might I add. So bad.
On another note, Big Bang is The Absolute Love! They are seriously the most versatile band I've ever had the fortune to come across. Plus, they're all hot guys, cough. (SEUNG RI-OPPA!)

It's the first day of December, so 26 more days to go!

#107

2008-11-23T19:00:00.001Z

I don't think I shall ever get over him.
He is back, with Rainism.

JayBeeM!

2008-11-21T21:13:00.006Z

I swear, if there ever was a person destined to play the part of Edward Cullen, it would be Jean-Baptiste Maunier. ♥

My god, the eyes, the nose, the lips, the chin, the eyes! I would give anything to be able to sing like he did in Les Choristes. (No surprises that it's one of my favourite movies, or that I listen to its soundtrack endlessly, it just slightly falls short of an Obsession.)

Someone please replace Robert Pattin-whoever with Jean-Baptiste Maunier! Jean-Baptiste Maunier! If only he were a little older (and my French a little better)...ah, such possibilities HAHA.

♥

Oh, and:

The glasses!

...eh?

2008-11-12T19:08:00.003Z

Yesterday I successfully hacked into Sarina's blogger account and made her a tagbox. Profanity setting turned to OFF, of course; I cannot emphasise how much I hate seeing my swearing turn into a bunch of asterisks. Then I thought, "Ah what the heck, lesson's not for a while yet", and did up her links and a little profile as well. Yes, I am so nice, now I know why Sarina loves me. (coughFreeLabourcough)
I wonder if she'll freak out when she sees an odd looking post when she next logs in :D

Siva's birthday is today, so HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DARLING SQUINCHY FACE!
I miss you so so so so much, you won't believe it, when are you coming over to visit me! I was reading our little PostIt notes the other day, so adorable uh, the way we were fighting over whose drawing of the squinchy was cutest. I still remember when you used to refuse me something, and I'd turn my squinchy face on you and you'd just melt and crumble and give me what I wanted, HAHA.
If squinchy faces were tangible, I'd make a ginormous boxful of them and mail them over to you so you'll have something to look back upon and smile.
Cat ♥ Siva! *squinches face*

Speaking of birthdays, it's Jasmine's party in Chi this saturday, can't wait for it :)
And then there's Doy's gathering next wednesday, two words: JACUZZI and SMIRNOFF.
We're all going to France for a weekend or so during xmas break, and then having a sleepover at Leigh's for a couple days. Plus there's also the pan-Asia tour after college (of which I am tour guide). We are all going shit broke XDDDDD

It's my first GSCE Math paper tomorrow at one, wish me luck, though I may not really need it this time round, heh.

TASUKETE KUDASAI!

2008-11-07T15:07:00.001Z

If anyone knows any facebook proxy sites that are reliable (i.e. don't steal your password and hack your account), for fuck's sake don't keep it to yourself,
TELL ME!!!

unleashthegeek always takes AGES to load up

2008-11-02T18:59:00.003Z

I am back from Germany!
Food smells good, and I'm too distracted to say much. All you need to know is that I had fun. Most of the time. And that I can actually understand some German now :D
Pictures next time!

Oh, college starts again tomorrow. Can't wait to see everyone again <3<3

RAINBOWS AND GARDENS

2008-10-19T13:50:00.005+01:00

Here are your requested rainbows, Nicole :D

No more emo shit pictures LOL

And everyone seems to be going on about our Seoul Garden trip at Marina that time, but I don't have the pics so this crappy one will have to do:

I still recall the egg incident, guuh. I don't think it'll ever truly die off. Remember girls, never trust me to crack eggs for you again. XDDDD

Good times all around though, haha.

Back to school tomorrow; Fureisa rabu!

Oh, INKYINKYINKY. :D

Staple up my arm, my heartless sleeve will show

2008-10-09T22:07:00.003+01:00

I like this picture.

This picture makes me want to slit and curl up somewhere to die. This picture makes me want to cry till I can't cry any more. This picture makes me want to get a painfulpainful piercing on my hipbone. This picture makes me want to pierce my tongue and hipbone simultaneously. This picture makes me want to do something dangerous and stupid like bungee jump or ride with Louis on his motorbike.

Like I said, I do like this picture.

J is being a bitch but whyohwhy and whatthehell did I ever do to deserve this?

2008-10-09T22:00:00.004+01:00

I'm going through one of my periodic emo funks again.

The type that makes me all edgy and pissy and neurotic. The type that makes me want to scratch out the eyes of anyone who so much as comes near and looks at me or at what I'm doing. The type the makes me want to scratch myself till I bleed everywhere so I can stare at the red stuff flowing out and smell its metallic scent.

I know I know. I don't care.

Just bugger off.

sociology is in six minutes :)

2008-10-09T11:43:00.002+01:00

Hi Hannah R, hon! :D
I'm still quite flabbergasted that most people here don't have blogs. Heck, some don't even know what it is LMAO.

I'm late for Sociology now. Alec possibly has me blacklisted already.
And, I suddenly feel the urge to pierce a random part of my anatomy. Again. Wtf.

And Dakin, don't take the piss. There is no time.

2008-10-07T21:37:00.002+01:00

I haven't blogged here in ages but I swear there's no time for me to do so. School's getting hectic, guuh. I've got a Comms essay due next week, five Sociology half-essay questions due Friday (which makes two and a half full essays? LOL), and an English test to study for.
But other than that, today was a good day.

Tuesday is my late day, I went to school with Jake, learned about unconscious body language in Comms, had a good Math lesson, crashed Becky's Literature class (and in doing so, got to see Dominic again), and went home with Jake.
Tomorrow should be an okay day too. There's sociology, which I haven't seem to have had in ages. I miss my Sociology mates. (And yes, him too.) :)
And there's Math again. Thank god for Peter Rose. LOL

FB kept booting me off their system last night akdjgsuighfui

2008-09-30T15:11:00.003+01:00

I reckon I stink now because I was with James in the shed just now having a fag.
The idiot waved his cigarette in front of my face, fanning me with smoke, trying to get me to smoke again. Whatevs JJ, I'm not going to.
I'm starting to smell a lot like him these days; that time we were at the station and he took out his expensive deodorant and started spraying us. Wtf, I know LOL.
And now I smell like him because I was in the same metre radius as him and his fag. Oh well.
No worries Jay, you know I still love you. You'll always be my pet uh :D:D:D

Ohoh and, I'm HAPPY today, because I went to school with OrangeBoy and we talked all the way and he said he'd take me to Portsmouth to go clubbing one day. Yes!
Also, congrats to Sabina on snagging a date with SpanishGuy. I'm really happy for you, even if you are going to leave me by myself in Math cos you're bunking for your date. Heh
Louis, when are you buying your motorbike? I wanna go with you~ :)

So baby bring on the pain

2008-09-27T11:01:00.003+01:00

It's goodbye to my sore throat (yayness) but hello to a horrible flu (bugger).
How can a person as small-sized as me produce so much snot and germs, tell me. And now my nose is raw as well from my blowing and rubbing it too damn often.
But I can't help it! T_____T

And I think I'm coming down with a cough as well. My poor voice.

Feckkit

2008-09-25T10:47:00.002+01:00

Still an hour more to go till Sociology.
What shall I do between now and then (apart from jumping off from the highest storey to relieve myself from supersuperfuckingpainful sore throats once and for all)?
Hmmm

Absolutely off topic really, but I adore The History Boys. :)

ZOMFGHYPERVENTILATESANDDIES! Cont'd

2008-09-17T15:59:00.009+01:00

I take up the Apple Store student offer and get a MacBook Pro, pay from £1195 and save like £104, following which I buy the new iPod nano for about £109.
Then I submit a claim online once I receive both, and get a £95 rebate.
Which apparently is like, buy a MacBook and get an iPod nano (almost) free.

If only I'm not dirt-poor.
*Sniffles and swoons simultaneously

ZOMFGHYPERVENTILATESANDDIES!

2008-09-17T15:59:00.006+01:00

OMFG, I WANT THE NEW IPOD NANO!
It is the absolute LOVE, observe:

They've got it in prettypretty ORANGE, how do you expect me to resist??!

Plus, it's got an inbuilt Genius program (like having my personal DJ, heh), the "shake-to-shuffle" function, and the accelerometer that up till now is only present in the iPod Touch and iPhone.
*Dies

Uruha is rabu

2008-09-17T15:59:00.003+01:00

I was just thinking about how Adel might actually have her wish come true (albeit like, months late), and that I might abandon Blogger for my Livejournal or Xanga.

I like bs.com, really I do, especially the fact that you have entirely customisable templates. And also that you can get skins the easiest, heh.
But other than that, there's nothing much you can do, is there? Not like in LJ, where you've got communities and all sorts of things, or Xanga with its blogrings and huge collection of fonts.
And all that other whatnot they've got there.
There's just more appeal over at other weblog hosting sites, I suppose, I dunno.

I won't delete this blog, no effing way, but it'll probably not be as active as it used to be. I'll try my best to juggle though. :)
If you want my LJ or Xanga links, contact me directly.
chokeoncaviar.bs was a fun place. Cheers!

9Tee

2008-09-15T21:06:00.003+01:00

I seriously need to stop reading fashion blogs.
I am driving myself up the tree because I see so many pretty things, feel so happy, and then slam back to reality when I suddenly remember that I HAVE NO CLOTHES. It is so depressing.

So. No more fashion sites for Cat, no. Better stop it before I slit my own wrists or do something drastic like spend every single penny I have in my bank account on pretty gold lined leather boots.
Well okay, I'll stop (for today) after Bryanboy.

Have I mentioned how much I love Bryanboy and his faggotry?
Well, I do. Whores of the world unite there, y'all! Yes, apparently Derek Zoolander was based on a real life person. And he blogs! :D
Plus, Hong Kong mags have been all over him recently: Apple Daily (Inorite!), Jet Magazine, East Touch, and Milk (gaaah!) as far as I know.
I want those rags. Roar.

It's called Class; where's your's?

2008-09-14T10:16:00.004+01:00

I had something better to say when I logged on, I know it, but now I've forgotten and I still want to type something, so this post has degenerated into some annoying flailing about how much I RABURABU my current desktop wallpaper.

THANK YOU, MIRA, YOU MAKE MY LIFE BRIGHTER!

I am currently hounding the livejournal communities Jisatsu and hado_boirudo. Occasionally iwritebadporn as well. The win uh.

RyoUchi fans would love the place, it's extremely addictive okay.

Btw, Mira did not ask me to plug her comms, I did it of my own free will because I think she deserves attention. :)

About my mention of RyoUchi in a previous post, here are teasers, feast your eyes:

(Credits go to either Mira [saihara] or Jisatsu)

School starts again tomorrow. Yamapi is grinning and Kame wants me to make love to his anorexic body. Gurrhk.

Yelldotcom

2008-09-12T20:46:00.002+01:00

Horse:
"One to the two to the three to the four
I'm a hip hop horse
Go Marcus, go Marcus"

Marcus:
"I love the lyrics
I love the way he says my name"

Horse:
"Go Marcus, go Marcus"

That commmercial is absolutely made of win. XDDDD

Add me as a Poupee Friend (:

2008-09-08T14:47:00.004+01:00

Well, at least the first day of school has ended.
That has got to be the most boring first day of school ever. Plus, it makes it worse that I didn't get to actually know anybody.
I did talk to people, yes, but that was just random stuff, and that can't be considered as "making friends". I've never actually had problems with meeting people before, and now that I'm faced with this new difficulty, I don't quite know how to handle it.
So the bods in my tutor class are...quiet. Mostly. That sucks big time luh; I would rather be stuck in a rowdy class anytime. I've been in artsy-fartsy, noisy, crazy, troublemaking classes all my life, so now that I'm in a different environment, I'm out of my depth. Damn.

The single person I talked most with was the girl sitting beside me in tutor, and she's (not to be mean) somewhat of a biatch, with an equally biatchy friend. Sorry. She was kind of pretty though, not that that makes up for me calling her a bitch. Whatevs. Idc, not really.
My sister got the better end of the deal; apparently her class is the type that I should've been in. And, she's made friends, so yeah. From what I've been hearing, I'd rather be hanging out with them anyday.

To satisfy some of you (ahemhem), yes there are hot guys in my class. Two or three of them, which isn't bad for a class of twenty plus people.
Hopefully the kids in my actual classes would be better. But that's tomorrow's problem.
I MISS MY FRIENDS AND DARLS MORE THAN EVER!
Okay, I shall go drown myself in Maou and RyoUchi fics now. :D

Nude beach video as a birthday present!

2008-09-07T21:46:00.003+01:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, THEODORE! <3<3<3
ILYSM, you crazy ass of a cousin! Hurry and grow up and I'll bring you partying next time okay? We'll paint the town red together, promise! :D:D:D

School starts tomorrow. Time passes too quickly okay. Today my feet officially died on me. I don't know how I'm going to be walking around tomorrow. I hate my stupidity. I probably look like a cripple. I shall likely be laughed out of the school. Guurgk, I hate my life.

RYO IS PWNAGE.
RYO PWNS MORE THAN YOU CAN EVER IMAGINE.
RYOUCHI IS THE BEST OTP EVER.
RYOUCHI CHEERS ME UP TO NO END.
RYO IS THE ORIGINAL SMEXY OSAKA MAN.
RYO IS UNDEFEATED.
RYO ROCKS SERIOUS BALLS.
RYO SHALL STAY TOPS. (With Uchi staying bottoms, ahemhem)
RYO IS THE LOVE.
THAT'S MR NISHIKIDO RYO TO YOU, MERE MORTAL.

There, just needed to get that out of my system. :)

BRB BITCHES!

2008-09-06T23:20:00.003+01:00

RyoUchi = Best OTP ever!

Inorite, too awesome
Even more than I Can Has Cheezburger?!
But examples up next time, gaah.

Can't wait for the 14th chapter of Hello Goodbye!
Hurry up, Mira! (Soz, LOL)

Specially selected couscous

2008-09-05T13:54:00.001+01:00

My first thought this morning when I woke up was, "It's gotten colder than yesterday."
My second was, "Ow."

I've been aching all over since last night, only it wasn't as severe then. It's times like this when I curse the fact that I was born as a girl. A physically normal girl who has periods.
I hate having periods; the PMS which makes me SUPER bitchy, the tummy bloating, the period itself (duh), the occasional cramps, and the aching.
I am dying luh!
Every single muscle is my body is screaming bloody murder. My arms, my legs, my thighs, and back, my waist, my neck, and even my bum. What the heck??
I desperately hope that my period ends before monday, when school starts. (Fat hope uh.)

Speaking of which, two more days to school!
I only have the weekend left with which to slack around and relax, then it's buck-up time for me. Oh well, I do suppose I've already had more than my fair share of holiday-ing. It's time to wake up from my summer lovin' dream (cos it's autumn now LOL), and snap back to reality, however harsh it seems. All dreams have got to end sometime.
I shall do my best for my new school life, わたしはがんばるな！
よろしくおねがいします！

!?yako ffo kcuf

2008-09-04T22:04:00.004+01:00

我的妈，你到底有完没完啊？都已经要三年没联络了，不是我不想继续跟你做朋友，而是你根本把我忘得一干二净耶。移民来英国之前我确实发了email给我contact list里的每一个人，你的email又没变，所以不可能没收到嘛。
现在你无缘无故在facebook里一直缠着我不放，说什么我拿了你的DVD几年没换。你都没理我，我怎么跟你见面，怎么还给你啦，拜托！这下好啦，我人已经在英国，至少要两年才回去新加玻好不好？你就坐在那边慢慢等吧，要怪的话就只能怪你自己手脚太慢。
“要珍惜眼前人”这句话你没听过吗？你妈没教你啊？
烦我一个人也就算了，可是你还要去骚扰我的朋友，这太离谱了吧！够了hor，你最好就此收手，再这样下去你一定会后悔。

还有，你听好：我没有偷你的东西，okay？？！不要惹毛我，告诉你。臭三八。

"Eventually you fall asleep. And when you wake up, it's true. You are part of a brand new world."

2008-09-03T20:23:00.003+01:00

Our shipment is delayed. AGAIN.
I cannot express to the full extent how pissed I am. Dad broke the news this morning over breakfast, and I immediately lost whatever little appetite I originally had (not that I had a lot to begin with, close friends should know).
Apparently, the earliest time that our stuff can arrive is after mid-September. And even then, we might have to be the ones to pay the dock company a detention fee, for them having to hold our shipment in the docks for a longer period of time than arranged, and therefore obstructing the running of their business. It's not as if we don't want our things released okay? Bloody bastards.
Hell, I don't even know what I'm going to do; I'll have to go to school wearing the same few sets of clothes for nearly a month, I'll only have one bag to use, plus all my school stuff is not with my luggage. See if I don't become the local laughing stock within the duration of my first day.
I am so dying.
Somebody, please shoot me. It really would be kinder that way.

eightsevensixfivefourthreetwoone!

2008-09-02T21:49:00.004+01:00

EIGHT Lasts
1. Cigarette: Lastlast year, in 2006.
2. Beverage: H2O.
3. Phone call: I've forgotten, it was so long ago. T^T
4. Text message: Either Tiffany, Hillary, or Jacqueline.
5. CD played: Journey by w-inds.
6. Bubble bath: A LONG time ago.
7. Last time you cried: About two months back.
8. Meal: Cream of mushroom, naan,green peas &
kidney beans. (Weird, I know.)
SEVEN Have You Ever-s
1. Dated someone twice?: Yes.
2. Been cheated on?: ...I think so, sort of.
3. Bought condoms?: Yes, but not for what you're thinking.
4. Kissed someone & regretted it?: Yes.
5. Fallen in love?: Not really.
6. Lost someone?: Yeah.
7. Been drunk and thrown up?: Got buzzed, but
didn't throw up.
SIX things you did in the past three days
1. Sleepsleepsleep.
2. Finished Nobuta Wo Produce.
3. Changed my blogskin.
4. Facebook-ed.
5. MSN-ed Sarina.
6. Played Poupee Girl.
FIVE people you can tell pretty much anything to
1. Adel.
2. Sarina.
3. Tiffany.
FOUR things you want to do before you die
1. See w-inds. (and Ryohei Chiba) and Gackt live!
2. A round-world trip with best friends, Japan
definitely on the itinery.
3. Experience true love, the real deal.
4. Be completely happy and at peace with
everything, even if only for a minute.
THREE favourite colours
1. ORANGE!
2. Red.
3. Lime green.
TWO websites you frequent
1. This site, duh.
2. Facebook.
ONE thought in your head right now
1. "I should reply Jinnie's message on Poupee Girl now."

"Your problem is that you're so busy looking for the lies, you can't see the truth."

That's the night I see a ghost.

2008-09-02T17:51:00.003+01:00

一直都说要换我这个blogskin，但又一直都懒得去下手。
虽然对paris in heaven 的skin 没什么不喜欢，可是每次上这blog 就看回同一张照片，很闷。
现在到时候来一下“大改变”啦！这回不再用navi-skin了，按来按去太麻烦，来个较简单的。上老地方找到了几个合口味的skin，用完这个下次换来让你们看。
哎哟，每次搞新blogskin 都要把朋友的links 从新弄一次，一开始就不能停，而且要弄超久，因为我实在有太多太多的links了。天啊，这次又要花多少时间呢？希望能在今晚内办好吧。

表姐Jacqueline 最近办完了“过大礼”，post 上facebook 的照片都很漂亮啊。在恋爱中，快要结婚的女人，果然和一般女人不同，灿烂多了！哦对了，那位可爱的小妹妹又是谁啊？

我想我从现在开始会用多点华文来blog，毕竟这是我在英国唯一可以练习华语的好办法，而且从现在经济的角度来看，学会华语比学会法文或意大利语较有用耶。
对不懂得普通话的朋友们：不好意思啦，哈哈！平时还是会用英文，不用担心。:D

I'm a female, and seven things I want in a partner is:

2008-08-30T17:57:00.003+01:00

HUMOUR, Cheekiness, Honesty, Love, A Listening Ear, Nice Eyes,
and The Ability to Kiss Well.*

*: Not in order of preference

Tagged by Kayelmen, my personal Jack Sparrow!
In turn, Imma tag Adel, Brenda, Sarina, and Katie :D

北京, 北京, 我爱你北京!

2008-08-24T17:01:00.011+01:00

What can I say?

The BeiJing Olympics 2008 Closing Ceremony was amazing!

Fantastic choreography by Zhang Yi Mou, glittering effects and displays, stunning fireworks, lots&lots&lots of people involved. An extremely grand performance, in a nutshell.

Plus, there was Jacky Chan, Joey Yung, Karen Mok, Wang Lee Hom, Andy Lau, Kelly Chen, and Song Zu Ying. Oh, and did I mention, Rain?

Words cannot do justice to the entire spectacle. :D

I absolutely loved it; it's times like these when I'm truly proud to be chinese.

同一个世界, 同一个梦想

One world, one dream

See you in London 2012!

PS. Becks, what did you think you were doing? Turning up for the bball finals was funny, okay, but what was the whole deal with popping up from the red bus and kicking a soccer ball into the crowd? I mean, that's what you flew 12 hours across the globe for, to kick a ball around?

O__________________O

Hard-Boiled Wonderland, and Alice in Egg

2008-08-22T14:02:00.003+01:00

"...an insistently metaphysical mind-bender."

I have A New Love in the literary world.

海辺のカフカ (Kafka on the Shore) is one of the most stunning things I have ever read in my entire life.

It's weird, it's funny, it's random, it's bewitching, it's haunting, it's out of this world, it wrecks havoc with your imagination, it grips your mind and messes with your head. And I happen to adore it. No comparisions. Odd, I know, but there you go.

I'll have to rush through this one, and go out to hunt down the other Haruki Murakami novels.

I've got no choice; it's almost like an obsession.

"It's like stepping back inside a room you have fond memories of, one you haven't seen in a long time. It's only a natural feeling."

No wonder I'm such a big fan of iwritebadporn's fic, Nippon Ham Fighters.

It turns out that she reads Haruki Murakami too.

Me so fuckin' genki!

2008-08-21T19:04:00.003+01:00

The tagboard in Brenda's blog:

brenda-adel: selemat malam! XD
adel: it's selamat, my dear. and
yes, selamat malam to you too! :]
brenda-adel: haha! sorry wrong
spelling! ;p
cat: Err pardon the ignorant girl,
but what's selamat malam? LOL
brenda: :D it means GooD Nights!
adel: chao an! :D
cat: Oh, you guys are wishing each other good
night on blogs huh? LOL. Its "wu an" for me here now. (:(:
brenda: Haha. yea new words for me
and adel to learn. BAGUS! :D
cat: Bagus = wu an? :D
adel: LOL,no you kuku.Bagus is
good.
cat: Aiyoh, how am I supposed to know? LOL, I
mean look at Sarina, she's malay but her MT sucks as well! What's to say for me
eh? Hurhurhur
adel: HAH.Dont underestimate Sarina
la.She's in the better class.Hahas,do you still know how to speak chinese?Have
you lost your Asian roots?
cat: Meh, I'm so insulted. Of course I still know
my chinese; I can still swear and everything okay and thats all you need for
survival. LOL

Me being my usual kuku self, and the girls poking fun as always. GTs all around eh.
^_________________^

Dolphin's Confession

2008-08-20T12:24:00.001+01:00

"Is it okay if I say what I'm feeling right now?
I don't know what's going to happen in the future. But right now, what I'm feeling is not a lie. I can say that with confidence.
For me...as long as it's you saying it, it doesn't matter how slow you're saying it--I'll still listen.
If you can't talk over the phone, then I'll come to see you...just like this.
I'm not a dolphin, and you're not a dolphin either...
If you want to walk...no matter how slow it'll be, I'll walk with you.
Right now, I might not be that reliable. But maybe I'll be able to help one day.
Things can't go back to the way they were before, but there's a feeling that links us together.
I don't think we're living in different worlds.
I... With regards to you…
I like you. Maybe."

Haruto Asou no koto ga, dai suki da ze. And that is why he melts my heart.

Oh, so you've got a bellybutton piercing as well?

2008-08-20T11:50:00.004+01:00

I reckon I'd actually like the Lithuanian basketball team. If they hadn't trampled all over China's in the semi-finals. Damn you, Team Lithuania, go back to your tiny speck of an island where you actually belong.

The First-Letter-Of-Your-Name Quiz

Your Name: Catharina.
Famous Artist/Band/Musician: Coldplay.
A song: Cupid’s Chokehold.
4 letter word: Crap.
Color: Cyan.
Animal: Cat.
TV Show: CSI.
Country: Canada.
Boy Name: Calvin.
Girl Name: Cassandra.
Occupation: Chauffeur.
Celebrity: Christina Ricci.
Reason for being late: Car broke down.

Say, if people from Poland are called Poles, then why aren't people from Holland called Holes?

The Chinese Girl

2008-08-19T22:51:00.003+01:00

People project images of themselves. The reality is something else entirely.
Image and reality are separate phenomena. What lives and lurks beneath the surface of a beautiful face does not necessarily bear any resemblance to the face itself. There is no correspondence between what people say they are and what they really are.
Everyone wears a mask, or a series of masks. The persona is an instrument of deception, because the picture that people project out into the world is not reality, but a distortion of reality.

This town needs a bar

2008-08-18T12:30:00.002+01:00

Gymnastics:
Kohei Uchimura (JPN)
Zou Kai (CHN)
Kim Ji Hoon (KOR)
Robert Stanescu (ROU)
Daniel Popescu (ROU)

Basketball:
Sun Yue (CHN)

Kayak:
Gabor Kucsera (HUN)

Olympic eyecandies, fresh out of the oven and piping hot.
Enjoy immediately.